Place: Mammoth Caves National Park, Kentucky
Date: 07/07/07
Link to the album :
The Wild Cave Tour...http://www.nps.gov/maca/planyourvisit/tour-wildcave.htm
One experience that stands out from all others during the trip: Five hours into spelunking, we had started to ease out, feel comfortable in the darkness,....Ranger John asked us if we needed a breather...All of us sat down in one long line in the cave...He asked us look all around us, get comfortable, look at our watches if we had one on and then switch off our lights....the first few seconds, it was pitch dark....I could hear nothing...I could see nothing....we sat there in complete silence trying to soak the feeling in....what it would be to be blind, to have your pupils move, but not see anything...no matter how hard you try....strain to hear something....but don't...the silence was deafening....then we started hearing sounds (according to Ranger John, we were all imagining them...there was no group of people anywhere close to us....and what we heard, was our own imagination....)
After what seemed like a very long time, he broke the silence and started talking about the rules of safe caving....and then followed the tragic stories...of children in Ukraine dying, lost in the caves, from what started as a game, ....I began to feel really eerie....all that I had fought off so well till now, fear of darkness, of insects, of heights, of confined spaces, everything started coming back....I was claustrophobic all of a sudden, I felt like screaming out aloud, looking for the person closest to me....some sign of life....of light....took a deep breath and eased out slowly....regained my composure....
When we finally switched on our lights, we realized that it had just been 10 minutes.
It was done only to make us realize the dangers of spelunking and the dangers of complacency...and wow, what a realization that was....
I came out with an appreciation for fresh air, water, sky, earth, light and sound, LIFE, that I had never had before....with confidence in my strength....physical and mental...
The experience was surreal as it was happening. It is surreal now.... in a completely different way....